A number of the attackers and the ex-boyfriend are in jail, however Ríos nonetheless needed to come to phrases along with her instrument. Her love of the saxophone, ultimately, helps heal the psychological scars left by the terrifying assault.

“We’re reconciling, little by little,” Ríos mentioned of the musical instrument. “I hated it, as a result of I believed it was accountable” for the 2019 assault in Mexico’s southern state of Oaxaca. She’s carried out reside since then, however nonetheless wears a masks overlaying her decrease face.

“It bothered my attacker loads that I used to be a musician,” Ríos recounts, “as a result of he mentioned we musicians have been vagrants, poverty stricken, that we simply took medicine and that once I went to concert events I most likely participated in orgies.”

The ex-politician who allegedly ordered the assault is being held in jail whereas awaiting trial, as are two different males, however one other stays at giant.

In the meantime, Ríos has joined a motion calling for higher punishments for acid assaults and says the saxophone is her “sword” in that battle on behalf of victims.

Mexico Metropolis legislators have proposed a invoice bearing her nickname, “Malena,” which might classify acid assaults as a definite, severe crime equal to tried femicide. Presently they’re handled as easy assault or bodily harm.

Acid assaults are most typical in South Asia, but additionally have been documented in lots of different components of the world, together with Latin America.

The Carmen Sánchez Basis, began in 2021 to focus on the problem in Mexico, says authorities well being information from 2022 suggests greater than 100 girls have been attacked by chemical compounds or some form of corrosive agent, although solely 28 have been reported to authorities.

Ríos remembers having to decide on, at age 9, between taking part in soccer and becoming a member of one of many musical bands which are a preferred group exercise within the rural villages in Oaxaca.

“I’m not her anymore. I’m not the attractive younger lady who performed the saxophone anymore,” mentioned Ríos. “Right this moment I can say I’ve been pressured to change into a defender of my very own rights, and a defender of the rights of different fellow girls survivors.”

She was hospitalized for 5 months after the assault, and nonetheless remembers the disappointment in her dad and mom’ eyes when she awoke in hospital.

She now attends musical courses in Mexico Metropolis, the place she has taken refuge because the assault. The federal authorities has offered her with bodyguards as a result of her attacker was rich and influential.

Ríos mentioned she and her household have been harassed earlier than the assault, when she tried to interrupt off the connection. She says the harassment continues, and that she lives in fixed concern for her life.

The person accused of ordering the assault, Juan Manuel Vera Carrizal, was an area legislator and businessman. He has declared himself harmless and his legal professionals deny he had any involvement.

Though he was jailed and expelled from his political occasion in 2020, Ríos says he nonetheless has affect.

In January he was virtually launched to deal with arrest after a choose tried to reclassify the crime, making use of guidelines for a lesser offense. However as a result of her case has gained has gained nationwide consideration, the try failed.

Music is now a refuge for Ríos. “Once I start to assemble my saxophone, I really feel like I’m placing myself collectively,” she says.

Final 12 months she was invited to play on stage for the primary time after the assault. It was on the annual Vive Latino music pageant in Mexico Metropolis with the rock group Maldita Vecindad.

She says it made her really feel “everlasting.”